Monday, February 23, 2009

STILLNESS

Something not of this world I seek
Something yet undefined
I show brightness But im still blind
Something you will never see
Sought after I cant yet find
In stillness to the lord I speak
Surrents of color in my dreams
Something not of this world I seek
Something yet undefined
Wisdom is precious more than gold
Lucre cannot buy peace of mind
In stillness to to the lord I speak
I show brightness but im am blind
Something not of this world I seek
Something yet undefined

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Eternity

This is about my great freind Terry Palmer who humbles me when it comes to the kingdom heaven and our lord Jesus

Terry Palmer was one of those diamonds of humanity so precious and rare in this world
Born into an afluent family They ostracized him because he was gay
He lived the hedonostic lifestyle in florida Drugs sex and all vices
His story is an inspiration to me personally
GODS hands touched him
I was drawn to the mission and I saw him 3 weeks before his death in typical Terry fashion he said he was being sick so someone else didnt have to be
I embraced him and hugged him on that cold windy day in the sqaure there We told each other we loved one another
I looked into his sapphire blue eyes and told him Ill see you soon As i walked away he was befreinding a new inductee into the mission

I met terry at the mission when i lost my job freinds home and health It was the best thing to ever happen to me
He was the first one to approach me as i nervously waited to see if i could get in
He asked me if i knew the lord I barely anwsered him GODS power hadnt touched me yet
He told me of coming to mission to die of HIV because he had nowhere to go
On his death bed he had no more time to live thats what the doctors said 5 years ago and he proved them wrong living and loving in 5 years more purely than most do in a lfe time
He said he was dying and all he could here was the respirator and the nurses alarm going off
In his vision he heard a clear voice telling him it wasnt him time to die GOD touched Him
He awoke and within a month his white cells and blood were clean
He was HIV free
On that day Terry Palmer started telling his story and winning souls for the kingdom
He earned his wings and sits with JESUS as we speak today
I and Edaurdo and Terry all started college together
He carried my boooks when I had 2 knee surgerys and had to use cruthces for college
He became a christain counselor and minister
We all got our degrees the first and only 3 at mission still to this day to do it
He stayed at mission and changed his life and impacted countless others
He healed his family and they saw him and they came to truly know the lord
He was my freind and I cant wait to go to heaven and see him
I cry not for sorrow but the beauty of a life lived to from destruction to ressurection
I give you my gift terry only that i show people i love and trust for you

I call this eternity


Summer is gone cold skys of gray
My love for you will never fade
embace eternity
mortal chains broken you are free
I wont be sad you are gone
My love will always live on
summer is gone cold skys of gray
My love for you will never fade
I know where your at at all is well
You gave all your love and kept none for yourself
Now you are free to embrace eternity
Love you showed is forever bright
Embraced eternity and flew to the light
Summer is gone cold skys of gray
Love and hope of GODS grace
I long to that day to again see your face
Summer is gone cold skys of gray
You live in my heart never far away

I love you Terry
Tommy








gdom of jheaven

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Reflective

In the morning light
I Ponder amid reflection
Try chart my life with divine direction
Things I ve done dont ask me its forgotten time
life lived with no reason or ryhme
I Ponder amid reflection
Now I go inside for introspection
Driven to my souls creation
Lifes is its own education
Emotions pour through me
I cant tell you why
Inside of my world
where does my path lie
I Ponder amid reflection
Souls open all to see
with GODS protection
In the morning light
I Ponder amid reflection

Heres some food for thought as infants we use all our abilities to learn and survive but as we get older we forget to learn,One must always use all of our abilities at all times

TW

Moment

Remember This One?
"The past does not equal the future. Because you may have failed a moment ago, all day today, or for the last six months, or for the last sixteen years, or for the last fifty years of your life doesn't mean anything. All that matters is what are you going to do now?" - Anthony Robbins

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Adrift On an endless sea

I know this is Valentines day And a day of love
But remember all you lovelorn people sitting at home feeling sorry for yourself
Go somewhere and ill bet you meet someone today feeling like you about today
Quite possibly Cupids arrow could work A little faith goes a long way
Let you heart learn to love again and open up let some sunshine in

TW


My mind sails like a ship under a dim moon
Shadows of past not leaving soon
heart ship adrift on an endless sea
lonelyness forever my destiny
will she come to me
will i become of her all i can be
My mind sails like a ship under a dim moon
Shadows of past not leaving soon
I seek a heart light to break the gloom
How long can i wait is forever to be my compass of fate
heart ship adrift on an endless sea
I feel her is she far or close to me ?
My mind sails like a ship under a dim moon
Shadows of past not leaving soon

Always Tommy

Thursday, February 12, 2009

ButterFly

On today I realize
A feeling unknown overcomes me
Finally eyes are open wide
Shed my old self like a buttterfly
Dont ever wonder why
Some times goodbye is the only chance
I came such a long way
To find my voice to say
Its Better to disappear
As I rocket through the stratosphere
dont ever cry one tear for me
Even beautiful flowers have mortality
Sometimes goodbye is the only chance
On today I realize
a long lost feeling over comes me
I hold in my hand and my heart my destiny
Weigh lifes scales in the balance
Sometimes goodbye is the only chance
On today I realize
I look at a pristine sky
Beauty of GODS life brings tears to my eyes
I no longer have to run in vain
Finally i see
In this life more joy than pain

Tommy

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Lord of heaven and sky

Lord of heaven and sky
You love me i dont why
Every thing is wrought by your hand
I ran before, Now i understand
You love Lord you never quit
tears from my eyes when i realized this
lord of heaven and sky
you love me i dont why
I was blind you made me see
unlocked my soul gave me written beauty
everything is wrought by your hand
I ran before now i understand
Lord of heaven and sky
Your so beautiful
I cant help but cry
You love me now I know why

WHen you feel all alone Think of GODS love and mercy
TW

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Answering

Lately I feel an energy not my own
pushing my soul into unknown
How I feel and what I will be winds of destiny
We all have a cover hoping to never be alone
Love while your here never hate
Goodness look for and happines will be your fate
Lately I feel an energy not my own
Realizng any of this world we dont own
uneasy in my soul I finally come alive
With the truth in one house hate and love cannot reside
So go inside and unlock the door within
spread some love and tranquility and see the sun again
Lately I feel an enegy not my own
Pushing my soul into unknown