Nemisis

A coward dies a 1000 deaths and is soon forgotten.
A warrior never dies and lives through his legend.
Tzu Sun,The art of war,

Discretion is the better part of valor,Unknown Knight Templar,The crusade's Jerusalem.

Nemisis is about my awakening and using my dormant gift to fight the worst kind of enemy. Fear hidden away but never forgotten. I am enthralled by the arthur mythology and have woven its mystique in good triumphing over evil

It is the first of 4 songs that will weave a tapestry of my life and explain my ascendance more eloquently than I.



My father was his own worst enemy and mine.

In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.
But if i didnt be brave and go

.
I gamble to never find my real.
and unlock the my maiden of love and feel
And restore my soul.
Vanquish the serpent who still had a hold


It would be a journey of great distance.
Some never take it.Never see their chance.


In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day


I always knew to to win.
I have to make the final journey within.
In my dreams I always trembled to begin.




In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance..
But if i didnt be brave and go.

How could I ever find my soul key.
And unlock the the magic to be whole.
I would finally know



My dreams I sought Into see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.




In a unknown fearful way.
I made my way back to the serpents umarked grave.
This way I thought I would never come.
Sealed the chambers of the past.
Never looked back and the years and time did run.



In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.


So as the light faded from the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I unsheathed my sword of verse.
Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.



In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.


Trembling I descended into the abyss.
I would finally come to know.
If I could finally defeat the serpent of rage.
And find the key of my soul.


I came upon a long cold dark hall.
A souls gallerys of paintings of all my fall's
Only glowing was sword of verse bright.


I saw chambers of stories I could never tell.
Demons who never let me be well.
Always locked by the serpent into hell.


My soul was always bleeding,
Drained of a losing fight.
I seek the soul key to unlock my life

My goddess music.
My muse.

My guiding light.
Taught me truth was my map to the bright.


So as the light faded from the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I unsheathed my sword of verse.
Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.


In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day.


I seek to make my life's book real.
Not a work of ficton of non real


How could I ever find my soul key.
And unlock the the magic to be whole.
I would finally know


So at the end of the hall.
I gazed into a jade crystal ball
it had nothing at all.


The dragons of addiction slowly circled above me.
Followed by minions of self lies and hypricosy.



I knew to break their spell over me.
I must confront the serpent who had my soul key.
How could I ever know.
Unless I used my sword of verse and saved my soul.



My soul was always bleeding,
Drained of a losing fight.
I seek the soul key to find the real me.

My goddess music.
My muse.
My guiding light.
Taught me truth was my map to the bright.


So finally I came to the serpents door.
Would I return or be no more.



So as the light faded from the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I unsheathed my sword of verse.
Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.


I saw a great mirror on the wall.
Out to the serpent I did call.
The glow beckoned to me.
Here is what you seek.
Dont look in or never be free.


The dragons of addiction tried to overtake.
My armor of bright didnt break
brought fear into my soul.
With a trembling hand I wiped away dust of deceit and decay.


I opened my eyes and to my surprise.
I saw no serpent of fear and waste and lies
I saw my soul key I looked into my own eyes.


The verses came to me. My armor was music,My sword melody.

It only has a spell if you feed the serpent hate pain and lonely.
All along you had the key to unfree the maiden of love verse and harmony



My soul was always bleeding,
Drained of a losing fight.
I found the soul key to find the real me.

My goddess music.
My muse.
My guiding light.
Taught me truth was my home to the bright.


I gambled to find my real.
and unlocked the maiden of love and feel
And she made me whole.
Vanquished the serpent and music restored my soul.



So as the dark faded into the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I resheathed my sword of verse.
After I Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.




My dreams I sought Into see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.

Spin Time Back

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I know that people come and go away.

And i thought i would never feel the strain.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I know that people come and go away.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I am caught in rain drops of unknowingly causing pain.

And to all of past people who never will see my hearts change.
And i wish my love for them i could spin time back and show.

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I know that people come and go away.

And i thought i would never feel the strain.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I am caught in rain drops of unknowingly causing pain.

And to all of past people who never will see my hearts change.
And i wish my love for them i could spin time back and show.

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.