Space of

I don't need a political machine to transform me into a 1000 points of bright.
Nor to be romanced with a sonnette about a quest of a mythical guiding light.

It came to me in a split second of my mind. Where are my destiny and truth to find. ?
Lifes truths and questions and wisdom can be your ally.

Ill tell you the secret and open your eyes.
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Lifes truths you cant deny.Your strength begins in the space of ?
Lifes question+Space of your direction+action+moral+space of before your reply+answer to life's destiny.


I don't need a political machine to transform me into a 1000 points of bright.
Nor to be romanced with a sonnette about a quest of a mythical guiding light


Ill tell you the secret and open your eyes


It came to me in a split second of my mind. Where are my destiny and truth to find. ?
Lifes truths and questions and wisdom can be your ally.
.
Lifes truths you cant deny.Your strength begins in the space of ?
Lifes question+Space of your direction+action+moral+space of before your reply+answer to life's destiny.


I don't ned need a political machine to transform me into a 1000 points of bright.
Nor to be romanced with a sonnette about a quest of a mythical guiding light.

A POEM FOR MY MOTHER IN HEAVEN

Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new new innocent eyes,


Your beauty was the first thing my eyes had ever seen,
I remember and still hear your voice,
Sometimes I have to remember you had no choice,


Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new innocent eyes


I still feel when when you were taken away from me,
Joined GOD in eternity,
Sometimes we never know why things are meant to be,

Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new innocent eyes,


In a rage I cursed GOD on high,
In darkness my misspent youth time did fly,


Father never was there for me,
I was crowned the king of pain and lonely,

Intoxicated and out of my mind,
I saw no good in humankind,


Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new innocent eyes,

You taught me learning was my magic carpet,
And the whole world was my prize,

In sad too deep and out of touch,
Lost in rage and too late in time,
Till my muse gave me the gift of verse and rhyme,


Now i'm still a star crossed babe with wise innocent eyes,
But now I realize,

You have to forget the past,
To spread your wings and fly,


Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with wise innocent eyes,

Your beauty was the first thing my eyes had ever seen,
I remember and still hear your voice,
Sometimes I have to remember you had no choice,

I hope you hear my poem in heaven and remember my voice,


Now i'm still a star crossed babe with wise innocent eyes,
But now I realize,

You have to forget the past,
To spread your wings and fly,

What Might of been

Every now and the past breaks in,
I think of you my love,
What you could have been if given all those years,
I dream of what might been of,
And begins the rainfall of tears


What you could have been if geiven all those years,
You could have flown so high,
The past pulls away , I see you so clear,
I wish could I be with you my dear.
Im bound to earh, I dont have wings yet, I cant fly.


I remember you my love,
I cry for what might been of
The past pulls away I see you see so clear



Every now and then the past breaks in,
I think of you my love,
What you could have been if given all those years,
Soul pain is my symphony and verse my raindrops of tears,


I think you my love,
As an angel so far on high,
I want see be with you,
Im bound to earth.No wings yet,I cant fly



Every now and then my hearts unlocks the past
What you could have been if given all those years,
I dream of what might been of,
And begins the rainfall of tears



I think you my love,
As an angel so far on high,
I want see be with you
Im bound to earth> no wings yet I cant fly


Every now and the past breaks in,
I think of you my love,
What you could have been if given all those years,
I dream of what might been of,
And begins the rainfall of tears

This is for my friend, Rocco whose wife was killed in a car crash


So many Things I wish I could say.
Out side another rainy day.
I think of you and and time slips away.

So tell me can true love last forever ?

Will I see you again in eternity To be together ?
Emotions in me are so strong

As long as my heart beats.
Its rhythm is our soul song.

People try talk and don't know what to say.
No words for you going away.

So many things I wish I could say.
People come in life,Then go away.
I think of you and time slips away.

So tell does true love last forever.

Will I see you again in eternity To be together ?
Pain is me is so strong.

As long as my heart beats.
Its rhythm is our soul song.

Now Things of you mean so much.
The smell of your perfume and your delicate touch.

So tell me does true love last forever ?

Will I see you again in eternity to be together ?
I remember life and passion with you.
My love is forever and so strong

As long as my heart beats.
Its rythm is our soul song

THE BEST

Sometimes to remember where your going,
Think about where youve been,
Rise up to the day and battle again

Sometimes its hard to shine through,
And the whole world is against you,
And it seems your best wont do,

I dont know all But this is true,
Do your best for yourself and youll make it through,

Sometimes to remember where your going ,
Think about where youve been,
Rise up to the day and battle again,

When it seems the color of the day is darkened into night,
Never give and up always fight,

I know its hard to shine through,
And the whole world is against you,
And it seems your best wont do,

i laugh when I think of what ive been through,
And I always smile when I think you,

Sometimes to remember where your going,
Think about where youve been,
Rise up to the day and battle again,

OUT OF THE BLUE

I wrote this about a girl I met on the train who's always sad


Under dark of night Sometimes I see you,
Wonder what you've seen and went through.
Sometimes in this life we live lies not the truth,

Out of the blue,As If I always knew,
Look for happiness within you,

I speed along with the city lights,
Vision sparkles with energy bright,

Under dark of night Sometimes I see you,
Wish I knew what you've seen and went through.


Out of the blue,As if I always knew,
I really wanted to tell you.

I know how you feel and what you go through,

I feel the magic of a summers night
World sparkles with energy bright

Out of the blue,As if I always knew.
True happiness lies undiscovered in you.

Under dark of night sometimes I see you,
Wonder what you've seen and went through

If Today was your last day,

This is for my great friend 'Pop's Schultz's who died at 67 and was like a father to me,
And told me to do what you say and say what you mean.


Time cant erase what we do and say,
Live every day like it was your last day,
Things change and people go away,
If I never saw you again,
Given the chance what would you say ?
If today was your last day,


Time cant erase what we do and say,
Life isn't measured by the hour and the minute,
Its counted by the love and the friends in it,
What would you do and where would you Go ?
How would you treat people that you know ?

Time cant erase what we do and say,
Live every day like it was your last day,
Things change and people go away,
If I never saw you again,
How could I tell you I love you and you are my dearest friend,


Time cant erase what I do or say,
Always remember If today was my last day,
I just want to say,
If I never saw you again,
I want you to know I love you my dearest friend,

Time cant erase what we do or say,
Live every day like it was your last day,
Things change and people go away,
Where would you go and what would you say ?
If today was your last day,

Time cant erase what we do or say,
Life isn't measured by the hour and minute,
Its counted by the love and the friends in it,
Things change and people go away,
live every day like it was your last day,

OUTSIDE

I saw the world outside
Tired from the day
Thought about what it said to me
All I know Time isnt but love is eternal and free
Sometimes I wonder if all in vain
Good so hard to find
World in hate and pain
I saw the world outside
Closing of the day
Thought about what it said to me
Beautys fades and comes Loss of physicality
All I know Time isnt but love is eternal and free

SAY WHAT YOU FEEL

Sometimes in the blur of days gone by
I think of those gone before me,And I dont know why
So many things to say and sometimes we dont try
When its our time Who knows the plan ?
Youth and beauty gone Sometimes before we understand
In my life its come to this and no more do I want to miss
A chance to see a beautiful sky A chance to show and feel love
To be beautiful like our father above
Sometimes in the blur of days gone by
We forget to laugh and look for reasons to cry
He holds all time in his hands and wants us to understand
That you for a moment are only a flame,life is real not a game
That we need to see lifes not a mystery
Its all how you prepare for eternity
Sometimes in the blur of days gone by
I think of those gone before And I dont know why
So many things to say and I want to cry

SECRET

Ill Tell you a secret,Come close to me
Your born run love wild and die free
many are cold and I dont know why
What can keep them warm ?
Foolishly they beleive solitude keeps from harm
Ill tell you a secret,Come close to me
Your born run love wild and die free
Many in their hearts love is absent
Lost their flame and their innocence
Ill tell you a secret,Come close to me
Your born run love wild and die free
Many are cold and I dont know why ?
They forget to look inside for their souls key
Have darkened their light encircled by a wall
Cant see or change Ready to take a fall
Ill tell you a secret,Come close to me
Your born run love wild and die free

Earth Angels

To them they fight alone
Broken wings for sins unattoned
Looking for flight from unseen and unknown
Eternity stays after flesh and spirit leaves bone
On broken wings theyve fallen
And for some wont be long
Ending with out that feeling
Entering eternity into fear of unknown
To them they fight alone
Scattered as if never one
Burned up in eons and sun
looking for flight from unseen and unknown
Eternity stays after flesh and spirit leave bone
To them they fight alone
broken wings for sins unattoned

Peace

If you wish to experience peace, provide peace for another. If you wish to know that you are safe, cause another to know that they are safe. If you wish to better understand seemingly incomprehensible things, help another to better understand. If you wish to heal your own sadness or anger, seek to heal the sadness or anger of another.

Dalai Lama

How would it be
if just for today
we thought less about contests and rivalries,
profits and politics,
winners and sinners,
and more about
helping and giving,
mending and blending,
reaching out
and pitching in?

STILL SOUL SONG

In the silence of not a single word
Sometimes better quite not heard
I seek JESUS I call out his name
He comes to me In my soul falling like rain
Turmoil in my soul He puts to rest
Saved me from myself and my life he blessed
In the silence of not a single word
Sometimes nothing left to say
I feel him and the world goes away
I seek him and I call his name
He forgives No guilt and blame
All by myself and thats ok
GODS love for me never goes away
Words of GOD speak To my soul like rain
in the silence of not a single word
Sometimes better quite not heard

Soul Radiance

There are stars whose radiance is visible on Earth though they have long been extinct. There are people whose brilliance continues to light the world even though they are no longer among the living. These lights are particularly bright when the night is dark. They light the way for humankind.


Hannah Senesh, 1921-1944

Hungarian-born Poet and Soldier

PSALM BY GREAT FREIND LONDON

(A)Preserve me, O God, for (B)I take refuge in You.
2I said to the LORD, "You are my Lord;
I (C)have no good besides You."
3As for the (D)saints who are in the earth,
They are the majestic ones (E)in whom is all my delight.
4The (F)sorrows of those who have bartered for another god will be multiplied;
I shall not pour out their drink offerings of (G)blood,
Nor will I (H)take their names upon my lips.
5The LORD is the (I)portion of my inheritance and my (J)cup;
You support my (K)lot.
6The (L)lines have fallen to me in pleasant places;
Indeed, my heritage is (M)beautiful to me.
7I will bless the LORD who has (N)counseled me;
Indeed, my (O)mind instructs me in the night.
8(P)I have (Q)set the LORD continually before me;
Because He is (R)at my right hand, (S)I will not be shaken.
9Therefore (T)my heart is glad and (U)my glory rejoices;
My flesh also will (V)dwell securely.
10For You (W)will not abandon my soul to Sheol;
Nor will You (X)allow Your Holy One to [b]undergo decay.
11You will make known to me (Y)the path of life;
In (Z)Your presence is fullness of joy;
In Your right hand there are (AA)pleasures forever

Inevability of Finality

Because we do not know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well and yet everything happens only a certain number of times - and a very small number really. How many times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, an afternoon that is so deeply a part of your life that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more? Perhaps not even that. How many times will you watch the full moon rise, perhaps twenty, and yet it all seems so limitless..."

Paul Bowles 1910-1999
American Writer and Composer

WORDS OF MASK LEWIS GONE AT 45

Life is full of influences, It's your application that sets you apart.
That's something I wrote to myself and completely believe in. You can't be scared to set out to do something in life because you believe it may be similar to something, or because you don't know the clear cut path on how you're going to accomplish your goal or dream! Just take a step towards your belief daily - fearlessly, wholeheartedly, digging and dreaming within yourself, believing that as you push on through sacrifice, you will one day stand alone on top of a hill that you created that now encourages and inspires others to chase their dream. Knowing that through tenacity and patience anything can be achieved.
If you simply believe

AGELESS WISDOM

He who floats with the current, who does not guide himself according to higher principles, who has no ideal, no convictions – such a man is a mere article of the world's furniture – a thing moved, instead of a living and moving being – an echo, not a voice.


Henri-Frédéric Amiel, 1821-1881
Swiss Poet and Philosopher

AMBITION & DIRECTION

“Wake up each day knowing where you're headed, which direction you're taking and what you are going to accomplish and then stick with it!”

CONSTELLATIONS

At night i gaze upon constellations
Try to find my place in life situations
So hard & easy to choose wrong or right
The more the light pours through me
The more i closed my eyes
Darkness consumes me
Ive pretendted I was burning bright
Not given to superstition
Lifes full of contradictions
I gaze upon constellations
Think about my self manipulations
The more light pours through me
I try to close my eyers
Before darkness consumed me
I pretended I was burning bright
Only you and i have soul conversations
I cant hide my situations
The more the light pours through me
I understand and finally realize
Dont give up without a fight
Free my soul from machinations

JUDGEMENT

To measure you by your smallest deed
is to reckon the ocean by the frailty of its foam.
To judge you by your failures
is to cast blame upon the seasons
for their inconsistencies.


Kahlil Gibran, 1883-1931

FOOTSTEPS

As a single footstep will not make a path on the earth, so a single thought will not make a pathway in the mind. To make a deep physical path, we walk again and again. To make a deep mental path, we must think over and over the kind of thoughts we wish to dominate our lives.

MERCY POEM

In this world I long to see
More GOD and mercy
When you pass a soul on the street
Dont meanness add to their defeat
Money and possesions of this world wont last
Jesus says this too shall pass
In this world i long to see
more GOD and mercy
We see poor souls Their light has gone gray
Cover our hearts and look away
When my mortal chains are broken
And my soul is set free
In heaven I long to see GOD
And thank him for his mercy

PLANTING

A demonstration of Faith




Giving tells the Universe that you believe you are provided for. For even as you empty your purse, you fear not. The act alone is a demonstration of faith that you will remain whole, that your coffers will be replenished, and that love is what matters most. And for whomsoever believes these things to be true, it shall become their reality, and abundance shall be showered upon them unceasingly, as if the heavens had opened up.


JESUS said we will be known by our fruits





Remember This One?
"Plant a kernel of wheat and you reap a pint; plant a pint, and you reap a bushel. Always the law works to give you back more than you give." - Anthony Norvell

POIGNANCY

For So long I couldnt see
I had the gift inside of me
I have what others could not find
An open heart and a free mind
Some play hit and miss
I wouldnt change any of this
Tears to my eyes when i realize
That for some they run out of time
For so long i couldnt see
But now my words carry beauty and poignancy
And now i run towards the light
I realize that ill be just fine
Now i finally see wjhat i could be
I dont back down but i go to my knees
And thank the one who made me
And when my race is done
Ill go to the one who loves me
And made me finally see the gift in me

Tommy

STILLNESS

Something not of this world I seek
Something yet undefined
I show brightness But im still blind
Something you will never see
Sought after I cant yet find
In stillness to the lord I speak
Surrents of color in my dreams
Something not of this world I seek
Something yet undefined
Wisdom is precious more than gold
Lucre cannot buy peace of mind
In stillness to to the lord I speak
I show brightness but im am blind
Something not of this world I seek
Something yet undefined

Eternity

This is about my great freind Terry Palmer who humbles me when it comes to the kingdom heaven and our lord Jesus

Terry Palmer was one of those diamonds of humanity so precious and rare in this world
Born into an afluent family They ostracized him because he was gay
He lived the hedonostic lifestyle in florida Drugs sex and all vices
His story is an inspiration to me personally
GODS hands touched him
I was drawn to the mission and I saw him 3 weeks before his death in typical Terry fashion he said he was being sick so someone else didnt have to be
I embraced him and hugged him on that cold windy day in the sqaure there We told each other we loved one another
I looked into his sapphire blue eyes and told him Ill see you soon As i walked away he was befreinding a new inductee into the mission

I met terry at the mission when i lost my job freinds home and health It was the best thing to ever happen to me
He was the first one to approach me as i nervously waited to see if i could get in
He asked me if i knew the lord I barely anwsered him GODS power hadnt touched me yet
He told me of coming to mission to die of HIV because he had nowhere to go
On his death bed he had no more time to live thats what the doctors said 5 years ago and he proved them wrong living and loving in 5 years more purely than most do in a lfe time
He said he was dying and all he could here was the respirator and the nurses alarm going off
In his vision he heard a clear voice telling him it wasnt him time to die GOD touched Him
He awoke and within a month his white cells and blood were clean
He was HIV free
On that day Terry Palmer started telling his story and winning souls for the kingdom
He earned his wings and sits with JESUS as we speak today
I and Edaurdo and Terry all started college together
He carried my boooks when I had 2 knee surgerys and had to use cruthces for college
He became a christain counselor and minister
We all got our degrees the first and only 3 at mission still to this day to do it
He stayed at mission and changed his life and impacted countless others
He healed his family and they saw him and they came to truly know the lord
He was my freind and I cant wait to go to heaven and see him
I cry not for sorrow but the beauty of a life lived to from destruction to ressurection
I give you my gift terry only that i show people i love and trust for you

I call this eternity


Summer is gone cold skys of gray
My love for you will never fade
embace eternity
mortal chains broken you are free
I wont be sad you are gone
My love will always live on
summer is gone cold skys of gray
My love for you will never fade
I know where your at at all is well
You gave all your love and kept none for yourself
Now you are free to embrace eternity
Love you showed is forever bright
Embraced eternity and flew to the light
Summer is gone cold skys of gray
Love and hope of GODS grace
I long to that day to again see your face
Summer is gone cold skys of gray
You live in my heart never far away

I love you Terry
Tommy








gdom of jheaven

Reflective

In the morning light
I Ponder amid reflection
Try chart my life with divine direction
Things I ve done dont ask me its forgotten time
life lived with no reason or ryhme
I Ponder amid reflection
Now I go inside for introspection
Driven to my souls creation
Lifes is its own education
Emotions pour through me
I cant tell you why
Inside of my world
where does my path lie
I Ponder amid reflection
Souls open all to see
with GODS protection
In the morning light
I Ponder amid reflection

Heres some food for thought as infants we use all our abilities to learn and survive but as we get older we forget to learn,One must always use all of our abilities at all times

TW

Moment

Remember This One?
"The past does not equal the future. Because you may have failed a moment ago, all day today, or for the last six months, or for the last sixteen years, or for the last fifty years of your life doesn't mean anything. All that matters is what are you going to do now?" - Anthony Robbins

Adrift On an endless sea

I know this is Valentines day And a day of love
But remember all you lovelorn people sitting at home feeling sorry for yourself
Go somewhere and ill bet you meet someone today feeling like you about today
Quite possibly Cupids arrow could work A little faith goes a long way
Let you heart learn to love again and open up let some sunshine in

TW


My mind sails like a ship under a dim moon
Shadows of past not leaving soon
heart ship adrift on an endless sea
lonelyness forever my destiny
will she come to me
will i become of her all i can be
My mind sails like a ship under a dim moon
Shadows of past not leaving soon
I seek a heart light to break the gloom
How long can i wait is forever to be my compass of fate
heart ship adrift on an endless sea
I feel her is she far or close to me ?
My mind sails like a ship under a dim moon
Shadows of past not leaving soon

Always Tommy

ButterFly

On today I realize
A feeling unknown overcomes me
Finally eyes are open wide
Shed my old self like a buttterfly
Dont ever wonder why
Some times goodbye is the only chance
I came such a long way
To find my voice to say
Its Better to disappear
As I rocket through the stratosphere
dont ever cry one tear for me
Even beautiful flowers have mortality
Sometimes goodbye is the only chance
On today I realize
a long lost feeling over comes me
I hold in my hand and my heart my destiny
Weigh lifes scales in the balance
Sometimes goodbye is the only chance
On today I realize
I look at a pristine sky
Beauty of GODS life brings tears to my eyes
I no longer have to run in vain
Finally i see
In this life more joy than pain

Tommy

Lord of heaven and sky

Lord of heaven and sky
You love me i dont why
Every thing is wrought by your hand
I ran before, Now i understand
You love Lord you never quit
tears from my eyes when i realized this
lord of heaven and sky
you love me i dont why
I was blind you made me see
unlocked my soul gave me written beauty
everything is wrought by your hand
I ran before now i understand
Lord of heaven and sky
Your so beautiful
I cant help but cry
You love me now I know why

WHen you feel all alone Think of GODS love and mercy
TW

Answering

Lately I feel an energy not my own
pushing my soul into unknown
How I feel and what I will be winds of destiny
We all have a cover hoping to never be alone
Love while your here never hate
Goodness look for and happines will be your fate
Lately I feel an energy not my own
Realizng any of this world we dont own
uneasy in my soul I finally come alive
With the truth in one house hate and love cannot reside
So go inside and unlock the door within
spread some love and tranquility and see the sun again
Lately I feel an enegy not my own
Pushing my soul into unknown