Nemisis

A coward dies a 1000 deaths and is soon forgotten.
A warrior never dies and lives through his legend.
Tzu Sun,The art of war,

Discretion is the better part of valor,Unknown Knight Templar,The crusade's Jerusalem.

Nemisis is about my awakening and using my dormant gift to fight the worst kind of enemy. Fear hidden away but never forgotten. I am enthralled by the arthur mythology and have woven its mystique in good triumphing over evil

It is the first of 4 songs that will weave a tapestry of my life and explain my ascendance more eloquently than I.



My father was his own worst enemy and mine.

In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.
But if i didnt be brave and go

.
I gamble to never find my real.
and unlock the my maiden of love and feel
And restore my soul.
Vanquish the serpent who still had a hold


It would be a journey of great distance.
Some never take it.Never see their chance.


In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day


I always knew to to win.
I have to make the final journey within.
In my dreams I always trembled to begin.




In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance..
But if i didnt be brave and go.

How could I ever find my soul key.
And unlock the the magic to be whole.
I would finally know



My dreams I sought Into see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.




In a unknown fearful way.
I made my way back to the serpents umarked grave.
This way I thought I would never come.
Sealed the chambers of the past.
Never looked back and the years and time did run.



In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.


So as the light faded from the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I unsheathed my sword of verse.
Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.



In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.


Trembling I descended into the abyss.
I would finally come to know.
If I could finally defeat the serpent of rage.
And find the key of my soul.


I came upon a long cold dark hall.
A souls gallerys of paintings of all my fall's
Only glowing was sword of verse bright.


I saw chambers of stories I could never tell.
Demons who never let me be well.
Always locked by the serpent into hell.


My soul was always bleeding,
Drained of a losing fight.
I seek the soul key to unlock my life

My goddess music.
My muse.

My guiding light.
Taught me truth was my map to the bright.


So as the light faded from the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I unsheathed my sword of verse.
Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.


In my dreams I sought to see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day.


I seek to make my life's book real.
Not a work of ficton of non real


How could I ever find my soul key.
And unlock the the magic to be whole.
I would finally know


So at the end of the hall.
I gazed into a jade crystal ball
it had nothing at all.


The dragons of addiction slowly circled above me.
Followed by minions of self lies and hypricosy.



I knew to break their spell over me.
I must confront the serpent who had my soul key.
How could I ever know.
Unless I used my sword of verse and saved my soul.



My soul was always bleeding,
Drained of a losing fight.
I seek the soul key to find the real me.

My goddess music.
My muse.
My guiding light.
Taught me truth was my map to the bright.


So finally I came to the serpents door.
Would I return or be no more.



So as the light faded from the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I unsheathed my sword of verse.
Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.


I saw a great mirror on the wall.
Out to the serpent I did call.
The glow beckoned to me.
Here is what you seek.
Dont look in or never be free.


The dragons of addiction tried to overtake.
My armor of bright didnt break
brought fear into my soul.
With a trembling hand I wiped away dust of deceit and decay.


I opened my eyes and to my surprise.
I saw no serpent of fear and waste and lies
I saw my soul key I looked into my own eyes.


The verses came to me. My armor was music,My sword melody.

It only has a spell if you feed the serpent hate pain and lonely.
All along you had the key to unfree the maiden of love verse and harmony



My soul was always bleeding,
Drained of a losing fight.
I found the soul key to find the real me.

My goddess music.
My muse.
My guiding light.
Taught me truth was my home to the bright.


I gambled to find my real.
and unlocked the maiden of love and feel
And she made me whole.
Vanquished the serpent and music restored my soul.



So as the dark faded into the day.
I knew finally it was the only way.
I resheathed my sword of verse.
After I Rendered away the chains of a past long buried away.




My dreams I sought Into see beyond the mist and gray,
Buried beyond the hand of man.Hidden from light of day
It would be a great journey of distance.
Courage would be my map of only one chance.

Spin Time Back

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I know that people come and go away.

And i thought i would never feel the strain.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I know that people come and go away.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I am caught in rain drops of unknowingly causing pain.

And to all of past people who never will see my hearts change.
And i wish my love for them i could spin time back and show.

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.

I thought of how i used to not think i would ever change.
And i would ever fear time and its cruel game.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I know that people come and go away.

And i thought i would never feel the strain.

I want to spin time back but i cant i know.
I am caught in rain drops of unknowingly causing pain.

And to all of past people who never will see my hearts change.
And i wish my love for them i could spin time back and show.

I was alone under the memories of moon glow.
Thinking of people and moments from long ago.

Highway 35

Highway 35 is the 4th chronological song in my evolution. is about me living with my grandparents before their death and after the deaths at different times of my baby sister and parents and the seeds and core values of my unknown gift were born.

A lot of people always tell me aren't you a country boy from San Marcos.
Where's a country song ?

So sat and thought and played some notes on the guitar and here it is.

In my life, So far I have Gone
But I know there's no return to no family and home.


And as the years and miles go by
But I can always in my minds eye.
For a minute Take the years back and go down highway 35

I remember what grandpa taught me about love country and family.
Grandma playing piano and teaching me song and harmony
She gave me the gift and opened the way back for me.

In that old southern white painted church JESUS set my soul free.
They went to heaven and left.
But in my heart their always with me

I wish I had known how time would fly.
I would have told them more I loved them so.
The world was mine and I had to go.

And it makes me cry
There's no one to go back to down highway 35


In my life, So far I have Gone
But I know there's no return to no family and home.

I remember what grandpa taught me about love country and family.
Grandma playing piano and teaching me song and harmony.
She gave me the gift and opened the way back for me.

In that old southern white painted church JESUS set my soul free
They went to heaven and left
But in my heart their always with me


In my life, So far I have Gone
But I know there's no return to no family and home


I wish I had known how time would fly.
I would have told them more how I loved them so
.
The world was mine and I had to go.
And it makes me cry
There's no one to go back to down highway 35


And as the miles and the years go by.
And in my minds eye.
For a minute Take the years back and go down highway 35


So for I have gone.
But I know there's no return to no family and no home.

I never thought I could write something so touching that it would make me cry,
Thank you JESUS for never giving up on me and giving me this gift.

Tommy

Father Song

Song 1 nemesis was about how music helped me deal with fear and loss and understand,It was forged in the heat of my youth and finished on the anvil of self realization. The serpent was my father.

Song 3 Father song is a understanding that my father had
PSTD and was bi-polar and a drug and alcohol user.
And was at war with himself and stygmitized in an ignorant
country.

To truly love and forgive,We must understand why we are doing it




In this later days of wisdom in my lfe.
I see you in a different light

Always on the road somewhere to drive.
Demons from vietnam always in your mind.

Maybe I thought you were supposed to always hold me and keep away the cold.

You fought for the land of the free,I thouht you should be a hero to me


But always you seemed to die a little every day inside and grow old

I wish as a man i could have known you and told you I am always here.


I know what you go through and I know lonely and fear.
I know how painful is the scarring of the soul
.

I lost my mother and sister but you lost a child of you two and the love of your life.

So I hope that you can see found my love for you deep inside.


One day Ill be free from froms earths chains of mortality.
Ill be a stratosphere bolt of pure energy and i'll find you in eternity


I cry for for you and the loss of your soul and love and feelings never to unfold.
I would have been your hero and kept you from the cold of your minds night.

I think of you in the final walk to unknown dark or the joy of heaven bright

Sometimes we cant care at all or lets others past our wall
And Im sorry i didnt know to love you with all my might

I guess we could not get over the cruel hand of fate and ironic night

Father I wish i could have told you but i never could say i don't miss you.

But don't mistake me for a man who never cared at all.

I wish i would have had you longer in my life
The loneliness and pain. we always seem to hide.

I guess always you were gone to keep away and hold your pain inside.


Always on the road somewhere to drive
Demons from vietnam always in your mind.

The day came and I realized to see you through truths eyes.
Now I see a hero who sacrificed his soul and defended wrong over right.


In this my later days of wisdom, I see you in a different light


I cried for what could have been and what wasn't and I released him to the universe.

Tommy

Makin my way to the real

Song 2 is rebirth and my dawning of how to heal myself.




In my youth they say I embraced darkness,
Embraced pain,looked for the grave,

Dragons of addiction defined my life,
Almost darkened my light,


Many painted my life's canvas dark to gray,
They said my path was an early grave.

So many things .I cant say. Oh i can feel

Now im makin my way to the real,



In my youth they say I embraced darkness,
Embraced pain,looked for the grave,

Dragons of addiction defined my life,
Almost darkened my light,


Sometimes I say we embrace the wrong way to hide our fright,
we all hope to find our way home and see the bright


Now im makin way to the real,
Many painted my lifes canvas dark to gray,


In my youth they say I embraced darkness,
Embraced pain,looked for the grave,

Dragons of addiction defined my life,
Now I undo wrong and seek the bright,


Now im makin my way to the real,


So many things I cant say, Oh I can feel


In my youth they say I embraced darkness,
Embraced pain,looked for the grave
,
Dragons of addiction defined my life,
Now I undo wrong and seek the bright,


Now I write the chapters of my life
Now I choose wrong over right,
My words bring the hope of days. and drive out despair of night

Now Im makin my way to the real,


I unpainted my life's canvas colors from dark to light,
Music is my goddess along the way from I reclaimed my life,
We all want find our way home and see the bright,

So many things I cant say, Oh I can feel,
Now im makin my way back to the real,


I thank GOD every day,
That he brought me to this place,
Tears of joy run down my soul face.
Music my map of destiny guide me on the way.


In my youth they say I embraced darkness,
Embraced pain,looked for the grave,

Dragons of addiction defined my life,
Now I undo wrong and seek the bright,


Now to all trying to find the way,
Dont let others paint your soul canvas dark to gray,

Dont pain and lonely define your life,
Undo wrong and seek what's right,
You'll find your way home to the bright,

In my youth I sought the grave and my soul was ill.
But my Goddess music,My light all the way,
And made my soul start to heal,


So many things I cant say, Oh I can feel,
Now im makin my way back to the real,

Terry Palmer Eulogy

Terry Palmer was one of those diamonds of humanity so precious and rare in this world
Born into an afluent family They ostracized him because he was gay
He lived the hedonostic lifestyle in florida Drugs sex and all vices
His story is an inspiration to me personally

GODS hands touched him
I was drawn back to the mission and I saw him 3 weeks before his death in typical Terry fashion he said he was being sick so someone else didnt have to be.

I embraced him and hugged him on that cold windy day in the sqaure there We told each other we loved one another
I looked into his sapphire blue eyes and told him ill see you soon As i walked away he was befreinding a new inductee into the mission

I met terry at the mission when i lost my job freinds home and health It was the best thing to ever happen to me
He was the first one to approach me as i nervously waited to see if i could get in

He asked me if i knew the lord I barely anwsered him GODS power hadnt touched me yet
He told me of coming to mission to die of HIV because he had nowhere to go

On his death bed he had no more time to live thats what the doctors said years ago and he proved them wrong living and loving in short years more purely than most do in a lfe time

He said he was dying and all he could here was the respirator and the nurses alarm going off
In his vision he heard a clear voice telling him it wasnt him time to die GOD touched Him

He awoke and within a month his white cells and blood were clean
He was HIV free

On that day Terry Palmer started telling his story and winning souls for the kingdom
He earned his wings and sits with JESUS as we speak today

I and Edaurdo and Terry all started college together
He carried my boooks when I had 2 knee surgerys and had to use cruthces for college

He became a christain counselor and minister
We all got our degrees the first and only 3 at mission still to this day to do it

He stayed at mission and changed his life and impacted countless others
He healed his family and they saw him and they came to truly know the lord

He was my freind and I cant wait to go to heaven and see him
I cry not for sorrow but the beauty of a life lived to from destruction to ressurection
I give you my gift terry only that i show people i love and trust for you.

I call this eternity


Summer is gone cold skys of gray.
.My love for you will never fade.

Embace eternity.
Mortal chains broken you are free.

I wont be sad you are gone.
My love will always live on.

Summer is gone cold skys of gray.
My love for you will never fade.

I know where your at at all is well.
You gave all your love and kept none for yourself.

Now you are free to embrace eternity.
Love you showed is forever bright.

Embraced eternity and flew to the light.

Summer is gone cold skys of gray.
Love and hope of GODS grace.

I long to that day to again see your face.
Summer is gone cold skys of gray.
You live in my heart never far away.

I love you Terry.
Tommy

Hurricane

I am a force of nature.I learned to bend and not to break.
As gentle as a kiss from a mother to her sleeping babys face.

Saved from the abyss and I almost missed my chance to.
Give my thanks to GOD above for the chance to say.
To all my freinds, I oh so love you.

Burned up in the fires of my mispent youth.
Cooled off in the winds of time and the light of truth

I whirled in a destruction of rage and pain.
I couldnt stop the hurricane.

Then mercy and forgiveness came to me.
My music and my heart set me free.

It was like a soft lovers heat in a summer rain.

Music and love were my angels that saved me from the hurricane

I am a force of nature,learned to bend and not to break.
As gentle as a mothers kiss to her sleeping babys face

I found my destiny and in my life I found my place.

Saved from the abyss and I almost missed my chance to.
Give my thanks to GOD above for the chance to say.
To all my freinds, I oh so love you.

Burned up in the fires of my mispent youth.
Cooled off in the winds of time and the light of truth

I whirled in a destruction of rage and pain.
I couldnt stop the hurricane.

Then mercy and forgiveness came to me.
My music and heart set me free.


I am a force of nature,learned to bend and not to break.
As gentle as a mothers kiss to her sleeping babys face.

Now I know why.

I was blind but now I see my soul light.
I used to wonder why I would try.
To find the dark instead of the bright.
No longer adrift upon a sea battling the tides.

Finally peace of mind is mine.
Now I know why.
Now I seek peace.
The angry warrior is left far behind.

My words are my painting upon the colored canvas of my life


I was blind but now I see my soul light.
I used to wonder why I would try.
To find the dark instead of the bright.
No longer adrift upon a sea battling the tides

No longer a prisoner of sad and dark ruling my life.
I wish I could give all of the earth the secret that always was inside.
No one but yourself can take the path and find whats hidden revealed in the wisdom of time


Finally peace of mind is mine.
Now I know why.
Now I seek peace.
The angry warrior is left far behind.

My words are my painting upon the colored canvas of my life.


So if your tired and sad and your light is weak.
Ill give you the secret and its yours to keep.
The simple beauty of it makes me weep.
The treasures of this world ruin many a lifetime.
Its the beauty of love and honesty can unlock your soul to shine


No longer a prisoner of sad and dark ruling my life.
I wish I could give all of the earth the secret that always was inside.
No one but yourself can take the path and find whats hidden revealed in the wisdom of time


I was blind but now I see my soul light.
I used to wonder why I would try.
To find the dark instead of the bright.
No longer adrift upon a sea battling the tides.


My words are my painting upon the colored canvas of my life.

Prophecy of truth

In your life you thought the fear would never come.
Many have left and you feel your the only one
.

Lifes clock has you under the gun
Souls mirror truth burns you bright as the sun.


Overwhelmed you want to hide.
Knowledege of mortality eating you up inside

Is there a life on the other side of the coin ?
When you realize for all your arrogance, Time you cannot own.




In your life you thought the fear would never come.
Many have left and you feel your the only one.


You chose the world and materailism as your bride.
But youll leave empty as the pendulum swings you closer to the other side


Lifes clock has you under the gun
Souls mirror truth burns you bright as the sun.


Is there a life on the other side of the coin ?
When you realize for all your arrogance, Time you cannot own.


Lifes clock has you under the gun
Souls mirror truth burns you bright as the sun.

.

In your life you thought the fear would never come.
Many have left and you feel your the only one

HEAVENS GOLDEN STREETS

This is for my freind,Chris Saul.
Who died at his own hand of fear and depression
and left behind hiis childhood sweetheart and baby girl and freinds who loved him dearly.

I wrote this on a morning of rainy and skys of gray.
I wish I could have told you before you went away.

One day again well meet and Ill see you again on heavens golden streets.

We were just kids in a garage band
We talked of fame and riches with our music.
We would marry supermodels and buy castles and beaches in far away lands
and be young forver and that was our plan.

You cant always win and life hands you defeats.

But I pray. Ill see you on heavens golden streets.

We alaways think to live and never a thought to die.
I think of you and laugh then start to cry

I cant undestand and ill never know why.
You chose not to live and accepted to die

You cant always win and life hands you defeats

But I pray ill see you on heavens golden streets

So in the big rock band in heaven on high
Crank up the amp let the music fly.

In my heart our memories ill always keep.

Till i see you again on heavens golden streets

KNOWING

I know as a man How my time spans and so much undone.
I come into life alone and leave soon forgotten and remembered by no one.


I spent my youth in sin, Was blind and saw again healed from within by GODS son.
I'm not sad Though because Now I know that love and joy healed my soul.


I know that youth is a beautiful rose and that time passes if you don't know.

Your face is a pleasure to see and ill always carry your light with me.



I know as a man How my time spans and so much undone.
I come into life alone and will leave soon forgotten and remembered by no one.

I know every pretty thing the joy it brings to some one.
But all of this earth fades way and soon it will be me to leave this place.


I spent my youth in sin, Was blind and saw again healed from within by GODS son.

Im not sad Though because Now I know that love and joy healed my soul.


I know that youth is a beautiful rose and that time passes if you don't know.


Your face is a pleasure to see and ill always carry your light with me.


The bittersweet irony is that to me that to truly love is to truly grieve for my friends when their race is done




I know every pretty thing the joy it brings to some one.
But all of this earth fades way and soon it will be me to leave this place.



I know as a man How my time spans and so much undone.
I come into life alone and will leave soon forgotten and remembered by no one.

Space of

I don't need a political machine to transform me into a 1000 points of bright.
Nor to be romanced with a sonnette about a quest of a mythical guiding light.

It came to me in a split second of my mind. Where are my destiny and truth to find. ?
Lifes truths and questions and wisdom can be your ally.

Ill tell you the secret and open your eyes.
.
Lifes truths you cant deny.Your strength begins in the space of ?
Lifes question+Space of your direction+action+moral+space of before your reply+answer to life's destiny.


I don't need a political machine to transform me into a 1000 points of bright.
Nor to be romanced with a sonnette about a quest of a mythical guiding light


Ill tell you the secret and open your eyes


It came to me in a split second of my mind. Where are my destiny and truth to find. ?
Lifes truths and questions and wisdom can be your ally.
.
Lifes truths you cant deny.Your strength begins in the space of ?
Lifes question+Space of your direction+action+moral+space of before your reply+answer to life's destiny.


I don't ned need a political machine to transform me into a 1000 points of bright.
Nor to be romanced with a sonnette about a quest of a mythical guiding light.

A POEM FOR MY MOTHER IN HEAVEN

Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new new innocent eyes,


Your beauty was the first thing my eyes had ever seen,
I remember and still hear your voice,
Sometimes I have to remember you had no choice,


Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new innocent eyes


I still feel when when you were taken away from me,
Joined GOD in eternity,
Sometimes we never know why things are meant to be,

Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new innocent eyes,


In a rage I cursed GOD on high,
In darkness my misspent youth time did fly,


Father never was there for me,
I was crowned the king of pain and lonely,

Intoxicated and out of my mind,
I saw no good in humankind,


Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with new innocent eyes,

You taught me learning was my magic carpet,
And the whole world was my prize,

In sad too deep and out of touch,
Lost in rage and too late in time,
Till my muse gave me the gift of verse and rhyme,


Now i'm still a star crossed babe with wise innocent eyes,
But now I realize,

You have to forget the past,
To spread your wings and fly,


Long ago or so it seems,
I remember now,Its like a forgotten dream,
Star crossed babe with wise innocent eyes,

Your beauty was the first thing my eyes had ever seen,
I remember and still hear your voice,
Sometimes I have to remember you had no choice,

I hope you hear my poem in heaven and remember my voice,


Now i'm still a star crossed babe with wise innocent eyes,
But now I realize,

You have to forget the past,
To spread your wings and fly,

What Might of been

Every now and the past breaks in,
I think of you my love,
What you could have been if given all those years,
I dream of what might been of,
And begins the rainfall of tears


What you could have been if geiven all those years,
You could have flown so high,
The past pulls away , I see you so clear,
I wish could I be with you my dear.
Im bound to earh, I dont have wings yet, I cant fly.


I remember you my love,
I cry for what might been of
The past pulls away I see you see so clear



Every now and then the past breaks in,
I think of you my love,
What you could have been if given all those years,
Soul pain is my symphony and verse my raindrops of tears,


I think you my love,
As an angel so far on high,
I want see be with you,
Im bound to earth.No wings yet,I cant fly



Every now and then my hearts unlocks the past
What you could have been if given all those years,
I dream of what might been of,
And begins the rainfall of tears



I think you my love,
As an angel so far on high,
I want see be with you
Im bound to earth> no wings yet I cant fly


Every now and the past breaks in,
I think of you my love,
What you could have been if given all those years,
I dream of what might been of,
And begins the rainfall of tears

This is for my friend, Rocco whose wife was killed in a car crash


So many Things I wish I could say.
Out side another rainy day.
I think of you and and time slips away.

So tell me can true love last forever ?

Will I see you again in eternity To be together ?
Emotions in me are so strong

As long as my heart beats.
Its rhythm is our soul song.

People try talk and don't know what to say.
No words for you going away.

So many things I wish I could say.
People come in life,Then go away.
I think of you and time slips away.

So tell does true love last forever.

Will I see you again in eternity To be together ?
Pain is me is so strong.

As long as my heart beats.
Its rhythm is our soul song.

Now Things of you mean so much.
The smell of your perfume and your delicate touch.

So tell me does true love last forever ?

Will I see you again in eternity to be together ?
I remember life and passion with you.
My love is forever and so strong

As long as my heart beats.
Its rythm is our soul song

THE BEST

Sometimes to remember where your going,
Think about where youve been,
Rise up to the day and battle again

Sometimes its hard to shine through,
And the whole world is against you,
And it seems your best wont do,

I dont know all But this is true,
Do your best for yourself and youll make it through,

Sometimes to remember where your going ,
Think about where youve been,
Rise up to the day and battle again,

When it seems the color of the day is darkened into night,
Never give and up always fight,

I know its hard to shine through,
And the whole world is against you,
And it seems your best wont do,

i laugh when I think of what ive been through,
And I always smile when I think you,

Sometimes to remember where your going,
Think about where youve been,
Rise up to the day and battle again,

OUT OF THE BLUE

I wrote this about a girl I met on the train who's always sad


Under dark of night Sometimes I see you,
Wonder what you've seen and went through.
Sometimes in this life we live lies not the truth,

Out of the blue,As If I always knew,
Look for happiness within you,

I speed along with the city lights,
Vision sparkles with energy bright,

Under dark of night Sometimes I see you,
Wish I knew what you've seen and went through.


Out of the blue,As if I always knew,
I really wanted to tell you.

I know how you feel and what you go through,

I feel the magic of a summers night
World sparkles with energy bright

Out of the blue,As if I always knew.
True happiness lies undiscovered in you.

Under dark of night sometimes I see you,
Wonder what you've seen and went through

If Today was your last day,

This is for my great friend 'Pop's Schultz's who died at 67 and was like a father to me,
And told me to do what you say and say what you mean.


Time cant erase what we do and say,
Live every day like it was your last day,
Things change and people go away,
If I never saw you again,
Given the chance what would you say ?
If today was your last day,


Time cant erase what we do and say,
Life isn't measured by the hour and the minute,
Its counted by the love and the friends in it,
What would you do and where would you Go ?
How would you treat people that you know ?

Time cant erase what we do and say,
Live every day like it was your last day,
Things change and people go away,
If I never saw you again,
How could I tell you I love you and you are my dearest friend,


Time cant erase what I do or say,
Always remember If today was my last day,
I just want to say,
If I never saw you again,
I want you to know I love you my dearest friend,

Time cant erase what we do or say,
Live every day like it was your last day,
Things change and people go away,
Where would you go and what would you say ?
If today was your last day,

Time cant erase what we do or say,
Life isn't measured by the hour and minute,
Its counted by the love and the friends in it,
Things change and people go away,
live every day like it was your last day,

OUTSIDE

I saw the world outside
Tired from the day
Thought about what it said to me
All I know Time isnt but love is eternal and free
Sometimes I wonder if all in vain
Good so hard to find
World in hate and pain
I saw the world outside
Closing of the day
Thought about what it said to me
Beautys fades and comes Loss of physicality
All I know Time isnt but love is eternal and free

SAY WHAT YOU FEEL

Sometimes in the blur of days gone by
I think of those gone before me,And I dont know why
So many things to say and sometimes we dont try
When its our time Who knows the plan ?
Youth and beauty gone Sometimes before we understand
In my life its come to this and no more do I want to miss
A chance to see a beautiful sky A chance to show and feel love
To be beautiful like our father above
Sometimes in the blur of days gone by
We forget to laugh and look for reasons to cry
He holds all time in his hands and wants us to understand
That you for a moment are only a flame,life is real not a game
That we need to see lifes not a mystery
Its all how you prepare for eternity
Sometimes in the blur of days gone by
I think of those gone before And I dont know why
So many things to say and I want to cry